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[Jul. 22nd, 2005|09:17 pm] |
well.... at gun point i am being forced to update my live journal soooooo here we go. I am currently at danielles house... this summer has been both fulfilling yet depressing.... erin = teh awesome and 73h 7074ly 1337/\/355!!!! pwned.... well.... not much to report... I got high and just kinda wondered off............ pwned again... DJ NEEDS TO CLEAN!!!! PAYCE BITCHES!!!
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[Apr. 2nd, 2005|08:23 pm] |
well I am bored right now.... Ryan kicked me out of his room because he needs to shove his sperm stick up DJ's chamber of death but they forgot to close to door so now I have a wide open view of my best friend's and his girl friend's milky white asses.... It doesnt really bother me much seeing how I am always left out in the action... dont know why... =_= well I have some hints to as why. but You dont want to hear me mope and groan about my life/body. OH GOOD GOD!!!!!! now them two are doing some 69 action....oh good god... now it is doggy style........ OMG BACK TO 69!! WHAT KIND OF RAUNCHY SEX FREAKS ARE THESE TWO!????? ehhhhhhh couples in love... makes me remember how sad I am to be alone..
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[Mar. 16th, 2005|03:51 pm] |
 | You scored as The Beast. Your alter ego is The Beast! But that is only a name... you are kind hearted and sweet, people just misunderstand you.
The Beast | | 94% | Goofy | | 75% | Snow White | | 63% | Peter Pan | | 50% | Cruella De Ville | | 50% | Pinocchio | | 44% | Ariel | | 44% | Cinderella | | 38% | Sleeping Beauty | | 38% | Donald Duck | | 19% | </td>
Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?
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Im also a beast in bed....... I hope..... =P |
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[Mar. 14th, 2005|05:14 pm] |
I guess Im just too legit to quit..... |
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[Nov. 15th, 2004|09:51 pm] |
lets see now. Sam is back in the band as the rocking front man he is.... hopefully he can put some lyrics to our songs....... and if he foloows through for me.... man the band will be playing gigs sooner than you can say "OMG YOU FUCKING ROCK PLEASE OH PLEASE LET ME SUCK YOUR COCK!" some eminem or how ever the fuck you spell it for ya.... any way another big update in terms of the band... we have settled on a name. are you ready for it? it is
THE ORDER OF THE STARVING BISHOP!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOOTTTTTTTT
also, if anyone is willing to wear one of our tee shirts, post right here....... or below or something i dont know do something to let me know.... and make me feel special *blush*
so yeah that is all that is happening now.... =P tell me what you think about the new name... duece |
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[Oct. 25th, 2004|06:37 pm] |
YOUR QUIZ RESULT SHOW THAT YOU ARE:
BORED!
You have nothing and no one to do, you wonder around in your pathetic excuse for a life looking for something to do and quickly use up all entertainment value in it. why? i dont know...
yeah.... for all the block headed people that wasnt a real quiz........
lets see pluses for my life
i got a double bass drum pedal and everyone knows what that means. Thats right, 2 bass drum pedals, count em, 2, 1 2, =P bored bored bored.... before i continue, if anyone is willing to help me out with this long bored streak i have been holding please contact me, =P. now on with the journal
lets see.. i have been drowning my sorrows and problems with booze which only made me more sad because my sorrows and problems are getting all the booze and there is none for me. =P
this is just to take up space, and i predict that no one will give a rat's ass about it... but any way this is matt time, no one elses time
The band = bad ass. still getting a few kinks worked out, and we added a new bassist, ryan's girlfriend. I dont know how that is going to work out but i hope it does. it still needs a name that strikes fears in the eyes of its enemies and hope in its allies. something not like blink 180gay, or sum40imgay. that was lame and i apolgize in advance for it but still, you guys get the picture so it served its purpose.
BIg news: Matt Demmler has gone under apotheosis. thats right bitches.... im a motherfucking god...... suck on that..... ok dont... because i was just kidding... i wish i was a god. IF I WAS GOD, things would be alot different, for one thing south america would be turned into a giant platform for a huge statue of myself so people in space can know that im a god..... what the fuck am i saying, i wouldnt want that kind of attention.... or would i? no i wouldnt... attention is for the weak..... and further more causes breast cancer....................................
go see team america..... on that note... AMERICA FUCK YEAH!!!!!!!!!
this entry kinda strayed, off to the salt mines of precalc, im like 2 homeworks behind EEE... still ranked number fucking 1 in that damn class..... sup gangstas?
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[Sep. 30th, 2004|06:15 pm] |
Alright guys, guess what... The band will be playing gigs soon... i just have to pull some strings to get us started on small little gigs... ok with taht said i have some questions for the public, please help as much as you can........ thank you
first question
which name for the band do you like the best
A. Alien beast
B. Laughing at cancer patients
C. shylock and the pagans(actualy this one is void so dont vote for it)
D. Cinqo de Bryo
E. Wasted Youth........ i think that is what i said, shevat liked it
F. The Third Floor Band
G. The ADDs
H. National French Honor Society
ok H was a joke gone bad but yeahh next question
Who wants to be a groupie? we need to get the list down to tell the bouncers at our after-gig party....
3rd question
who wants to help us out on vocals here? well we would audition you and tell you if you got in, because im just a douche like that....
aight... i hope the few who reads my live journal can help us out... thank you kindly
DUECE!
ohhhh and PS
if there is any girls looking for a single guy who enjoys long walks on the beach and sharing emotions then give me a call ;-P
joshin..... for the most part
time to log out
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[Sep. 12th, 2004|06:01 am] |
Well heres the down low people. I have recently found out that not many people know my religion or just made up what they thought i believed. I intend to educate everyone on my religious preference since it seems not even ryan, one of my best friends, knows what the hell i believe.
Well it all started when people came over to my house for lunch on friday. Klieman was spoutting off his teenage angst against atheists and some other religious group to which i reply "Im ahteist." Ryan who was standing right behind me just stared at me and said "Dude your agnostic." i said "No, im Atheist." I guess he thought i didnt know what the hell atheism was because he started to try and explain agonostism and atheism. Pretty much after his first words out of his mouth i say "I dont believe in a higher power. There is no god. Im an Atheist." klieman retorts "Dont be so quick to judge there is no god." I respond "I was a devote christian from birth till the age of about 13 or 14. Dont be so quick to judge there is a god." We changed the subject a little later.
Ok, so now that you know that im an atheist, Im sure some people will think less of me because of this. I dont know why some people think they have the answers but then again i guess if you never really question your religion you become pretty damn stubborn. If you dont believe in fate, which i dont, then dont go around saying your jewish, christian, muslim, or a follower of most religions in fact. Why do you ask? well because Gods in most religions are considered all knowing. The bastard is even considered to know shit before it even happens. If this is true, then everyone has a predetermined path made by this omnipotent being, thus fate. Im pretty sure more than half the religious freaks never figured that out. God = fate. Brilliant i mean, they just took some old time belief, gave it a new name, wrote some stories, and BAM! new religion.
Now dont get me wrong here. I have nothing against religion, organized or unorthadox, I just hate people telling me what i should believe or what i do believe because that is what they believe and they never botherd to even think twice about it. Personaly, I think religion was, at first, made to be a set of guide lines one should follow in order to live a better life and making it better for others and hopefully leading to utopia, or heaven, afterlife yatti yatti yatti. Personaly I think the afterlife or the heaven promised by most religions is just a metaphor for the way we want to world to become, but it got all fucked up when some literal douche bag started teaching it wrong turning it into an economic power house. Most of that is directed to the christian, jewish, and islamic faith because those are the religions im most educated in and the ones that give me the this problem of bullshit being handed to me by the ignorant masses. I find no answers from religion that i cant just pull from science or a history textbook, with the exception of how one should live his life.
The guidelines of bringing others joy, helping out your neighbor, and just being a good person are what people should preach. Not this fucking bullshit about this all powerful creater shit. I wouldnt mind it so fucking much if the god damn christians would come to my door and say "Hey, you should be a good person to who ever you can. If you dont know how, let me teach you how." instead of "BELIEVE IN GOD OR YOUR GOING TO HELL!" But what really got me was the dont be too quick to judge part from kleiman. I bet he has never once questioned his religion, he just took what was spoonfed by the "holy man" to him and said "Thank you sir, ill be back next week."
Another thing i dont like about religion is the damn fact it promotes inequality. I dont think that is how it started, but i mean look at it. Some people are more holy then others, only the good go to heaven, some people are superior, beliefs like that only make things worse for the world and not fulfill the purpose, or so i think, of religion. There is a story that is like when Jesus was sitting with his home skillets at the last supper some woman comes barging in and washes jesus' feet and states that she has commited adultry and begs for forgiveness, to which jesus washes her feet and asks her to dine with them or something along those lines, it has been a while since i read the bible so please forgive me if i get something wrong, jerks =P. To me, that sounds like Jesus, who if he did exsist would be like 20 times more holy than the pope, didnt want any inequality to me, but some jack ass came up with this whole pope idea and social system bullshit. I guess the "holiest men alive" forgot to remember that story because from alot of history the popes sound pretty power hungry *cough crusades* Priests fall in this catagory as well. I guess you dont realize it but if you are religious and you do have a priest or minister, you probably think him to be a little more divine then you. Just think about it.
I mean look at like fairy tales and stories from the bible and you will see some strange likeness like, OMG THEY TEACH THE SAME BASIC PRINCIPLES! i mean its almost as if someone made up these stories so people would be able to see what happens if you do something wrong and the good from doing something right. WOW! Like the story of the hen that made all that bread and none of the other farm animals helped her out but all wanted in on the goods, to which the hen clearly stated "FUX J00!" This sounds like the story is trying to teach that being helpful to others will pay off in the end, but not being helpful will reap you no rewards. Hmmmm sounds an aweful like something the minister kept trying to preach when he wasnt making the dumb shits in the church eat the lord and savior bullshit. I do applaud the preacher for trying to teach people something good, but when you dilute it with this fucking promisses of heaven and hell and pretty much forcing them to believe that the only thing one can gain from religion is a misunderstood idea of salvation it gets rather annoying. The bible is also saturated with bull crap stories that teach follow jesus or your going to hell. I dont know but something seems lost in translation; because of i dont think people are getting the right idea about this religion thing.
With all the corruption in religion now adays, why follow it and have to go through all the god damn customs and shit and completely miss out on the entire idea of it when I can get what they should be teaching and save about 10 years of wasted life?
That sums up why im not religious, now onward to why im not agnostic. The idea of a supernatural force creating everything and then governing us from then on just sounds like farse to me. Fantasy is good once and a while to escape this hell hole of an earth, but not to be set as a friggen life style. God seems like a childrens story for an answer we couldnt answer any other way. But now that humans have gathered thousands of years of knowledge, we can explain alot of things that we could not explain say 4000 years ago. such as why the grass is green, how the wind blows, the reason for meteor storms, and so forth. To sit there and say "Well i believe in a higher power, I just dont know what it is." seems so oh i dont know whats the word ummmm not undecisive but just stupid and a total waste of time and energy. I mean your not getting any of the pros you might be getting from taking a stand point but you sure as hell are getting alot of the cons. There are no reasons to be an agnostic, it might be what you believe, but if you truely did believe in a higher power i would hope that you have some idea on what it should be like and then pick the fucking religion you want instead of standing around babbling like an uneducated idiot. I guess agnotism is just the way for the people who dont give a flying fuck about religion but want to make other people happy so they just say im undecided, which not only doesnt work but shows how much of a sheep you really. goddddd dammmmmnnnn youuuuuu. To even think about classifing me as an undecided dult is not only an isult to me, but just shows how much time and thought some people are willing to put in on a decision that does govern how you live. I mean i get shit from my eldest sister EB about me being "Agnostic" then me saying "dude im an atheist." and then she thinking that im just an idiot who doesnt know what either of them are starts to explain what both are, which i have always interrupted her in the beganing and told her what both mean and then restated the fact that i dont believe in a higher power. Just because she isnt a mother fucking atheist doesnt mean no one else can be. she even had the audacity to tell me "most people who say they are atheist are agnostic." well give my regards to those idiots im not fucking one of them. Just because some 12 year olds think they can be all bad ass and use a vocabulary term they dont even fucking know doesnt mean that all people who say they atheist dont know what the hell they are talking about. I mean it's just as bad, if not worse, then constantly complaining to me about becoming a fucking religion. It is just fucking ridiculous.
If any one gets offended by this post im sorry, well to most. Im not trying to push atheism, which is a big pro to it, most atheists are not stupid douches trying to spread their fucking religion, they have always had followers bitches, on anybody. I really dont care what the hell you might fucking believe, if anything at all. Im just sick and tired of people either A. thinking im too quick to judge and that i have no reason to be an atheist or B. thinking im agnostic because that is what they and im sure as hell not religious and no one can be atheist. =P
any way im out
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[Aug. 13th, 2004|10:57 pm] |
98% of the teenage population
does or has tried smoking pot.
If you're one of the 2% who hasn't
copy & paste this into your journal.
nahh im just fucking with yall =P
AND WHO SAYS THAT NOT SMOKING IS COOL!? LOOKING AT THOSE STATISICS..... the people who dont are loosers..... fucking pussies..... and fat hobbits...
well lets see now
On monday, Eric's and Claire's B-day, i went shopping for eric's gift with claire and then we went window shopping at the mall which was surprisingly fun. Then we went to the "2nd tallest building in the city" and we looked out over the city, my city. Claire is the type of person I like to hang around because she always has an idea on what to do and what just say "I dont know whatever you want to do." when you ask what they want to do. SO claire's and My outing was very good. Erics party was good..... i was kinda depressed through out it sorry eric =P
tuesday and wednesday = not important nooo what the fuck am i talking about
Wednesday was friggen awesome... i went to a club with my older sis and her boyfriend josh and it was fucking sweet... i got promises of chicks. =D i want a chick...... any way I got a little tipsy but other than that nothing much, my sister got trashed
Please excuse my terrible writing im not myself and personally im in a rather bad mood, being around some people does this to me but enough of my complaining......
thursday hung out with traci.... saw a movie...... and met her hunky older brother..... sighhhhh so dreamie.....=P ryan came over after traci left me for her best friend, she who shall not be named. Ryan and I hung out and then went to a pool party where i got a girls number EEEEE im sooo excited im like starting to get chicks..... sighhh not really though... being at the party made me realize how much i miss mike =P and JJ.... and all of my friends besides the point.....
Friday claires party was fun nothing happend just some grab ass...
ummm lets end on a pathetic note....
umm hello girls, my name is matt, i umm enjoy short walks on the beach because long walks make me tired... CALL ME!!!
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[Aug. 2nd, 2004|02:20 am] |
jesus it is early in the friggen mourning and i cant sleep...... sighh... but im not tired... damn aderal keeping me up all night =P
well lets see, band camp starts today.... from 1-9 how lame can you get? yeahh soo this week im pretty much taken... im getting more serious about tennis, starting to take my lessons again with niel which is a friggen rockin dude... his band is recording an album and he said ill get one totaly sweet.
today was well odd. i woke up at around 10 because of my mother abusing the intercom system, all i have to say to that is wtf mate. within about half an hour i was told to get dressed and do the recycling and it i did it. then i played tennis with the family, I was my usual self, sarcastic, rude, playful, and cocky =P what can i say when i play my family, and i know their game inside and out, i cant help but be a little say... assish =P but what can you do.... hmmmm ties with many friend ships have weakend, sad yes but i couldnt do much to prevent things like that. I miss alot of people, some people i dont want to think about but they keep haunting me yeah, ADD is friggen annoying BACK TO GOD DAMN DAY! alright since i was playing my family i know how high they can reach, how fast they can run, how they play mentaly and so forth but some how amy bested me out. She kept faking me out i was like she is going to pound it cross-DOWN THE LINE!!!!! any way after that we came home and had a gaint home cooked meal which i helped prepare, and then i read some of my book
now seriously guys Dracula is a friggen awesome book and i suggest it already to anybody who likes thrillers. The dude is like totaly pimp man i was up till 1:30 reading that shit decided to hit the hay, couldnt and started this post. Im about half way done with the book, sorry im a slow reader, but im so friggen hooked on it. How he writes like it is a journal or in letters is just amazing like you are acctualy reading letters or a journal but you still get a highly detailed story line. i think it is nothing short of sheer genius. I wish i could write like Bram Stoker but alas all great things must come with work =P what can one do eh? any who.. im kind of depressed that summer is ending so soon, but then again im kinda glad it is ending. You know we can get back into the swing of school and learn something. I dont know what is with me, I like being productive but i just dont have the drive to be..... is that a bad thing.. it seems like it..... sighhh i was supposed to have my eagle done but i havent worked on it at all.... it gets rather annoying boy scouts and all but im so close i should just finish it off you know mates? sighh but i am le bored... i wish i could get some friggen sleep but something is telling me that im going to be hiped up on coffee tomorrow.....
i went over to david's house to play some holdem with JP, David, amy, and kelly and after about an hour of playing i go all in so does jp, and david and we all agree, we all being david jp and i, that who ever wins this hands gets it all. jp turns over 2 pair as does david and i follow with a full friggen house and i say YES BITCHES!!!! and then i work away happy =P we swam and then went to go see harold and kumar go to white castle i already have seen it but i was willing to go again. It is really funny. and it *gasps* has a message, corny one but a message none the less. well this pretty much wraps up this update.. im off to find something that will knock me out duece
and ummm if any girls are aviable and are looking for a good time give me a ring a dign ding =P
payce
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[Jul. 26th, 2004|10:25 am] |
alright now...... this is and will be my last post... so i better make it count... so bens parents can get an eye full eh eh??? never mind moving right along i promised big news and now you guys are getting it.... it was BUM BUM BUM RYANS BIRTHDAY!! YEAHHHHH i came to thatg knowledge about a month before it happend didnt think much of it and said hey.... ill get him some CDs but a week before his birthday i took a big look inside me(AKA my wallet) and found it in my heart (my funds) to throw ryan a HUGGGEEE PARTY!!! YEAHHHHHHHHHH WOOOOOOOO!!!! any who.... i struck out in finding a list of poeple that would please ryan to be around.... i gatherd ben, JJ, Evan, and myself..... and the fun didnt stop there... i told each of them hey ryans b-day lets rock it old schoool so we did.... i talked to ryans parents and had a three day long debate with them on the reasons i should be allowed to take ryan out for the time of his life.... they said yes in about an hour... i just dragged on the debate =P after consulting with his parents i found myself with out a gift and with out a rock solid idea on what to do.... first htings first i needed a gift so it was ONWARD TO THE MUSIC STORE!!! after shopping around the new mars(not its real name.... dont want to get a copywrite infringement(SP)) i realized that i couldnt afford anything there with the exception of a pik or what not and after blowing hte entire afternoon i realized that tomorrow was ryan's birthday and MY CHEMISTRY FINAL!!! so as the deligent student i am... i played fairy land till the break of dawn =P (I got me a 93 in dat class i r teh h4x0r) moving on......... lets see so after the final (eric and i finished early so we got out at about 10) i headed on to the warehouse of CDs!! yeahh picked him out a couple of CDs (IN MY PRICE RANGE WOOO) and returned home to await my guest... ben came over first and we hung out a little bit but then i got a call.... and the voice on the other line spoke to me in a soft tender voice, that voice was no one other than JJ. His voice like an angel spoke to me with such romance and ummmmmmmm some very poetic word....... and he said to me... PICK ME UP YOU PIECE OF SHIT!!! i ofcourse said roger doger.... but i didnt get around to it until like 5..... evan then came over and BAM it hit me... well she just reminded me.. whats a birthday with out a birthday cake ONWARDS to RANDALLS!!!!!!!!! we picked up a cake and some other things......(gum, ben, prostitutes, prostate cancer) with the cake in hand and presents in the other, i set foot for JJ's house of pancakes.... to pick up JJ.. what a fellow that dude is.. but sadly he is leaving me AGAIN!!! and the pain will be unbearable..... well sort of..... moving on.... we picked up JJ and got over to ryans and then ben said well not said but yelled SHIT I FORGOT RYAN'S PRESENT!! i turn around in break neck speeds and peeled the shit out of my minivans tires to the book store (i was going at about 40-60 close to the top speed for my POS car). At the book store ben was getting him a gift card and JJ suggested the great idea of GETTING RYAN A PRON MAG!!!!! we looked at evan who currently has ryan wound around a tight leash with no slack at all........ evan said... 'I dont care" in a very teary eye... we could tell that she was all emotional about this and ben wouldnt do it so jj and i gave up the idea and let ben buy his gift card..... we all then piled into the car and drove towards our utopia.. the house of holland... ohhhh what a great day it was after that... we took ryan out to hooters (after much talking with evan, who might i add had a grand time with the waitresses eh eh) and the waitresses made ryan do a hollah dance, but since he couldnt do it... they left... and hated him for the rest of his days... it wa s agood day for democracy...lol
we gave ryan his presents he thanked us all greatly..... cept for jj.... he hated jj's present... lol joshin of course.... that is when i took a big look inside myself(my cash pocket) and found the will to go to the movies... so we drove to edwards for ancorman.... woot woot.... we payed for the parking in a shit load of change i coudlnt keep a straight face through it all....... but it was funny like 60 pennies, 1 quater, 15 nickels and 4 dimes.... it was classic.......we then couldnt find a parking space that i liked... until the empty level 9......we all went to the movie enjoyed it and went back to the car...... to my house for cake and pool........ we sent evan packing after a while and then the guys had a night out... jj complaining of not being so thoroughly intoxicated, i found it in myself(my heart and soul) to enjoy the great enjoyments of booze well at least tried to... didnt find shit.... moving on.....ben left us leaving us broken and alone.... jj, ryan, and i, tired, went to bed only to awaken to go to WENDY's TEHH WOOT!!!!!! their frosties and fries are teh bomb....... yep yep yep....... after that we went our sepperate ways and i returned home for 2 days of relaxation until NEWKCOMBES GAY ASS TENNIS CAMP WOOOOOOO... lame... the night before im playing fairyland with josh and my mom comes in and was like get some rest matt, i ofcourse said ofcourse my eyes are already heavy and ill probaly be checking in in about 10-15 mins she then said well you will be getting up early in order to pack and i respond with... well im already packed and then she said well we are a tribe.. i was thinking what the hell does that have to do with anything so i ask her because i didnt feel like putting the pieces to this complicated predicament.. she slams the door in my house and blows half the house up wiht her rage.... wasnt pretty... i told josh ot lay low... he was like thanks and went into this bomb shelter (the garage apartment) the rage finaly died down and then it was off to the tennis camp of... boredom
not much to report on the tennis cmap thing... it was well lame... my double partner and i run the doubles tournie... wooo....... a bunch of hosers were there if you ask me... these guys asked me hey matt hav eyou ever been drunk before.. i said yeah plenty of times... and then they asked hey matt hav eyou ever been drunk then smoked a cigarette and im thinking what a bunch of friggen nerds and i answer with of course back in the day i got tour up but now im only for good clean holsome fun (winky face) and then they were like wow matt you did everyting and i just laughed and went off to talk to the councelors......... they were pretty cool... ester and her bro... yep yep yep yep yep..... that is about that
i got a new book, dracula. yeahh im totaly looking forward to reading it.. ill tell youse guys how it goes.. im starting to rethink this being my last post but it is still a pretty good post is it not??? sighhhh yeahh i probaly will post again but i might not...l depends on how much responses me gets from this one... I NEED ENCOURAGEMENT PEOPLE COME ONNNNNNNN!!!!!!!! lol....
leaving with this note
i love you all and you should all play fairy land... and this dude looks like a lady bammmm aerosmith..... yeahhh enough said
payce out to my homeskillets
DUECE!!
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[Jul. 12th, 2004|05:19 pm] |
SOMETHING BIG IS GOING DOWN IN THE LAND OF MATT!!!! you will all hear about it after and if it happens =P. I cant promiss much but i can promiss that this will be BIG!!! BIGGER THAN BIG!!!!!!! HUGE!!!!
stand tuned =P |
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[Jun. 21st, 2004|06:53 am] |
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MATT!!!!
can you believe that we have been sharing a body for what..... 17 years now? its amazing......
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[Jun. 14th, 2004|07:11 am] |
ok ok ok i know i said the last one would be the last update but this is BIG news...
Ok.... so JJ is STAYING in MOTHER FUCKING KANSAS!!!! you all know what that means?? NO MORE FUCKING BAND PRACTICE! NONE ITS ALL GONE!! GONE GONE GONE!!! my dreams... my hopes..... my life's passion.... gone.......... ohhhh well life goes on =P
sighh looks like ryan and i will have to find a replacement... didnt want to.... i was happy with jj....... why jj?? why??...................ill probaly continue writing in live journal just because i have nothing better to do...... so yeah..... lets see.....
what has happend to me besides having my life come crashing down upon my head....... Ryan, Ben, and I hung out with traci and let me tell you when ben doesnt wnat to do something.... he will let you know....... he'll do it.... but he will let you know... it was nonstop WHY THE FUCK DOES SHE HAVE TO LIVE ALL THE FUCK OUT HERE brah brah but eventualy he calmed down and we picked up traci to go see SHREK II!!!!!!!! funny movie... any way funny thing happend traci was trying to pay for her ticket in a SHIT load of change...... the people behind her were like OMG!!!!!!! and i was like here traci here is a 5 and bam the people behind her were like TMG(thank my god). Well my friends dad had recoverd from prostate cancer and found jesus.... WTF!? is like cancer the real meaning behind christianity???? sure seems like it =P both are spreding like the plague... not really but i saw what i want to whoever i want whenever i want....
so who here can safely say they have had sex with a cow??? no one...... hopefully........... who would have sex with a cow... it would be like having sex with a......... guy..... big brutes of creatures with the intellegence of a wet dish clothe.... i swear to god i mean i was like 3 inches away from one of them in a pick up truck honking and revin the engine like no other and it wouldnt move..... and jj is leaving ryan and i......
Ryan it is a dark chapter for LACP
sighhhhhhh
whats the point? every one i know is leaving............. i guess i will always have my books *eyes fall out* OHHH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
sighhh =P well i wont just sit here and watch the band break up
RYAN PACK YOUR DAMN BAGS WE ARE LEAVING FOR KANSAS AND WE ARE TAKING JJ BACK TO HOUSTON!!!!! operation dontletthebanddie is now in progress....
i feel like im going to throw up.... the last time i had this feeling was after taking my first bong hit.... ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh those were the days man....... i thought i could handle it and i bit off WAY more than i could chew.... =P but i didnt throw up... i kept gagging though and cody and ben were freaking out and then my mom came outside and we were like OH SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!! OH FUCKING SHIT!!!!! and we ran to our front lawn(We were in the house next door, well the house that used to be there not that palace) and pretended to be looking through ben's car...... but on about the house next to us
i snuck in there the other day... IT IS FRIGGEN HUGE!!!! its backyard is even bigger than ours...... there is going to be a great hall and everything..... i swear.. i really hope that some hot chick around the age of 17 moves in there and likes me.... that would be friggen sweet.... i would constantly go over there....... be like hey whats crackin B? and she will answer nothing much matt pour some sugar on me.... =P sighhh but that is never going to happen... why? because every one can hit... but no one can catch... =P dont ask please...... any way im going to siege the house and i need some people to help me... because i would just look foolish by myself duhhhhhh
SO PEASANTS COUNTRY MEN LEND ME YOUR EARS!! WE MUST STOP THE EMPIRE THAT IS BEING BUILT RIGHT NEXT TO US! BRING FORTH YOUR KNIGHT HERITAGE AND LET US STRIKE THE ENEMY WHILE IT IS STILL WEAK! LET US REND THEIR HEAD FROM THEIR SHOULDERS! THEY WILL RULE THE DAY THEY STOLE MY KINGDOM FROM ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *sways a sword about*... =P
NWN IS TEH PWN!! RYAN WE NEED TO OWN SOME MORE!!! seriously dude we are getting behind on our pwnage.... i mean remember back in the day every game we played.... they would know who the fuck we were..... they would be like oh thats matt and ryan, they are soooo cool.... "YOU GUYS FUCKING ROCK! PLEASE OH PLEASE LET ME SUCK YOUR COCK!" sighh remember those days? we were cyber pimps.... with canes... CANES!!!!!!!! =P
Im planning on putting spinners on the mini-van..... sweeettttt then im painting that sucka black and putting a big fat grim reaper =P
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[Jun. 9th, 2004|06:49 pm] |
sigh............
taking chemistry and making friends what do you get? another day older and deeper in debt =P
well...... lets see...... not much to report...
i havent been sleeping much of late... in the past 4 days i probaly have a combined total of like 17 hours of sleep..... but im not tired when it is like midnight i dont know whats up with me.... maybe im just living in dread of the day that is to aproach.... sighh bet no one realizes it happens =P hmmmmmm well not much is happening in the world of matt, if you dont like it... well then you can help... GIVE ME SOMETHING TO DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..... =P.......
im bored and lonely of late and i dont know why....... I have started to talk to myself again(IN MY HEAD PEOPLE!) and let me tell you guys.... that emerson is a friggen dick...... =P cold day in hell is still a friggen awesome song...... i wish i wrote it........
the band... going nowhere but down... we need JJ back.... ryan wont learn his parts..... JJ is helping some dumb homeless people...... i mean what happend to laughing at cancer pantients???????? i dont know any more.....
well that is enough of me ranting for today..... not that anybody reads this.......... this will probaly be the last update.......
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[Jun. 9th, 2004|12:19 am] |
I dont know about yall..... but I seem very wierd to myself.... Like I change to match my surroundings.... I mean yeah people act like different around different groups cant change that though i dont like it, PROMOTE EQUALITY, but Im different...
Like if i start hanging out with someone more, or if i meet someone new and chill with them a bit, I like take on their personality, or at least a fraction on it. AND IM BEING TOTALY SERIOUS! Like i noticed when i start to hang around quiet people more often i become more quiet, and when i start hanging around more talkative peoplem i become more quiet. This is even the friggen same for my god damn drug life. Like for a month or so, me hanging around with people who dont do them and get high off of life, i didnt really care for them at all, but now that im hanging around ben and ryan more..... im getting more into them i just dont know... IS THIS FRIGGEN NORMAL!? it is kinda scary because if people have this much friggen influence over me..... IM NOT REALLY ME.... Im a everybody i have ever hung around...... I guess if i just keep meeting new people ill become so a big mess of things everyone would have to like something in me.... Does anyone else notice that in me?
Anyway I promised a crackpot theory, which i had, but i got a little sidetracked, and i cant think of it....... O yes... i was asked by someone if i had a time machine that could only give you one trip would i go forward or backwards in time? I have thought about this for a pretty long time and asked some people the question to see what they say.... And i have evaluated both... the past, i could become famous by stealing some one else ideas you know or i could go back and meat like mozart or someone, but i wouldnt really want to steal anybody's invention. It would be kinda, well not kinda completely, lame of me to take credit for something that Bach or yngwie or led zeppelin wrote because i wanted to be famous... and as far as going back to meet some one... why bother? i have pretty much their entire life in books and records..... So i looked to the future... mysterious....... kind of strikes my curiosity... because i dont know what the future would hold.... i mean like the earth could have been blown up and all humans thrown into slavery by an alien race or the earth could totaly be like utopia and every one lives in peace and embraces technology and the arts and no one dies and no one suffers and it is just utter bliss day in and day out... and heroin was legal.. =P..... I kept thinking about the pluses and minuses of them both and i came up with the conclusion that i just wouldnt take the friggen time machine.... The future is unpredicable and just unrealiable and the past is just pointless....... So i figured one shouldnt look into the past because there is no point and cant possibly do you any good so it could only cause pain and one cant look into the future..........*shrugs* im still trying to find my damn purpose yall =P
Hmmmmm I feel like i should say something more... there is some one who isnt a TOTAL dork in my chemistry summer course.... its this chick lol........ she is still pretty dorky but by far not the extreme as the others..... such as myself and eric =P..... Ohh well.... i wonder...... should i pull a ryan??? and talk about how i feel about some people.....nahhhhh......... most people know exactly how i feel about them and the few that dont, dont know me... soo yeahh
PAYCE NIKKAS!
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[Jun. 7th, 2004|04:08 pm] |
Well not much is happening in the life of matt.....
I havent updated but its not like any one really reads this any way soooo moving on...
I had a lan party yeah it was pretty cool... didnt play as much starcraft as i had hoped but we played Counter strike which i guess is more appealing to others but i perfer my strategy games...... I went to my Chem of the summer experience.... boring yep yep yep.... A BUNCH OF FRIGGEN NERDS lol =P
well i guess ill write about the lan so more
the lan was cool i guess..... We played CS alot and a little SC on the side.... Alot of shooting took place and it was pretty much ryan and i owning or being owned....... depending on the game of course... and the people we played against... daniel, ben, josh, and ryan all showed up and claire wouldnt return my calls or be home because she was off in this fantasy land called "colorado." But she was missed.... I need more people at my lans seriously they are getting really small so small i can barely see them =P
i really want to have band practice with ALIEN BEAST! =P sighh but alas JJ is away and off having the time of his life while ryan and i try our best to make do and support the band.. I think we could start playing gigs if we got together........
Lets see...... do any of yall ever know that feeling that like you feel so strongly about it one point then after i dont know a month... you realize it was kinda stupid and unsupported..... I just had one of those..... Yeah I guess i was a little too mad at joanna.... aww who am i kidding i was lousy..... but i guess i screwed up things with her because of my little fits of rage (GRRRRR) well i guess ill just say im sorry right here and now IN PUBLIC. yeahh im sorry for being the jerk i am people sorry =P well im sorry... But i hope life goes on...... hmmmmmmmmmmm i really want to get together with some people like right now...
GOD IM SO LONELY! lol =P
moving on........ i finished reading catcher in the rye for the second time again yesterday me thinks... i really like that book... and some people dont like that book and say things like it doesnt have a plot and it was just holden going around and doing stupid things....But i dont think they really got into the book because i certainly saw a plot and im sorry but holden is that type of character you just fall for.... he really is... i would like to know a guy like holden in real life.... =P
yeahh so there is the update on my boring life
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[May. 28th, 2004|02:17 pm] |
Well the first day of summer was pretty crappy till the end.........
i found out i failed my bio final but i still passed bio thankfully..... said a temporary good bye to all my friends and I turned down a couple of parties because i was invited to joannas.....
I wont go into detail on what happend to joanna's party all im going to say is that well....... it got moved and ryan and i were not informed of where it was soooo we waited and yeah.... So i got home(2 hours later) and im pretty ticked..... My older sister offers her carring shoulder and i turn it down and then i hung out with hannah, evan, erin, and giovanna.... we went to go get some sushi it was pretty cool and then i tried on some cool new dresses at some random girl store....... i mistook a top for a skirt.... i swear some thigns the girls wear now a days..... any who after that we all went to borders and learned of 365 new sex positions..... quite right, quite right....... yeah so then after our appetite for sexual knowledge was fed we went to star bucks and yeahhhhh...... then we walked back to my place and i introduced them to bill engvall, funny guy he is.
At about 8 or so the 4 girls went to hannahs and i went over to bens where I had some hamburgers with his family. We watched snatch, funny movie. Then I took some mind altering substances to numb the pain of the real world =P
woke up at about 10:30 or some of his sisters music went into his car and went to Mc to tha Ds, but they stopped serving breakfast at 10:30 and we arrived there at 10:40 or something like that.... so we drove through the window and ben yelled TACO BELL!!! and then we, you guessed it, went to taco bell. Ben didnt eat most of his food and I ate the rest of his as well as mine.... i still wonder how the hell i wont gain wieght.... ticks me off..... =P How will i ever become a fat black boy........... sighhhhhhhh lol =P
that is what has happend over the summer
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[May. 21st, 2004|10:11 pm] |
well today was the last real day of school..... untill summer where i get to take ULTRA CHEMISTRY 5000.342 AT RICE U!!!!! PWNED!!!! day at school was like any other day until my friends and I read this old book where all the ink was smeared and all of a sudden was transported to a far away land where we faught under certain conditions...... if your not understanding me then i think some one needs to play some video games....... lol =P or i need to get a life any who
I went to go see Shrek 2 with hannah and giovanna...... brilliant gals those 2 (^_^) I showed up 15 mins late but i was still early for the movie but i still showed up late. Why do you ask? this isnt like matt.... yeah i know, i know..... ben called me DRUNK OFF HIS FRIGGIN ASS and told me about him punching a wall but it wasnt really a wall it was a step............ and how he wanted to drive some where kinda convinced him not to but yeahhhhhhhhhh any way i finally show up(i saw giovanna and hannah from the fifth floor and i wanted just to sit there and look at them..... they didnt look happy lol) THE MOVIE WAS AWESOME THOUGH!!!!!!!!!!!! they gave me a ticket for the wrong movie, but me being the rebel i am snuck in undetected and stealthfully...... Shrek 2 was funny, seriously....... i dont recall a time i wasnt about to laugh or laughing.......... i wont ruin any of it..... OK just this one part my friggin favorite part..... 2 knights are giving the headless horseman a soberity test... like the one that you have to touch your nose........ but he is headless..... SEE THE DAMN MOVIE!!!!!!!!!! and PREPARE FOR PUSSSSS in boots.......... if i had to rate it i would give shrek 2 a 5 out 5! 5 FRIGGIN GOLDEN STARS!!!!!!!!! it rivaled the first one..... seriously..... if you liked the first one YOULL LOVE THE SECOND ONE..... the sequal acctually met up if not serpassed my expectations..... just friggin beautiful.....
GO SEE SHREK 2!!!
IM A CONSUMER WHORE!!! lol =P
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